I’ve had such a difficult time keeping up with this project and writing about things that are spiritually significant to me, especially since I’m so new on this path. It hasn’t been a top priority for me to do this project on time, and you know what? That’s okay. I’m still doing it.
I’m simply overwhelmed. Spiritually, emotionally, mentally, and kinda physically I guess. My life is in upheaval, I’m about to leave my husband and stay with friends until I can find a job where I’ll make enough to have my own place.
I’ve never lived alone. I never thought I’d be divorced. I never thought I’d have to act my age and make all these incredibly hard, painful decisions to improve my life and my future. I don’t know what’s going on in my spiritual path or if there are any deities out there at all. I’m ripping myself from my own self-made womb of comfort, familiarity, and darkness, and shoved naked into blinding cold light. My self-journey has just gotten a hell of a lot harder.
Overwhelmed is definitely an appropriate, all-around word for me!
Love and light,